EUNICE♥
eunice
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 i am really tring to listen to tmy parents, and really trying not to disobey them, but their rules are getting more n more. baning me from this n that. n confiscating my phone is a live n death matter loh! i dunno lah.wonder if i can survive through my holidays.sometimes i look at the sky n ask, wad is the purpose for me being down here when i can be up there, probaly up there, free from troubles, free from worries, free from humilation... but it is the troubles,worries n humilation that make me stronger emotionally each time i get back on my feet. but the problem is, i get on my feet super slowly, i m afraid that i might just give up soon... i have been saying tt i give up, saying that i hate life, but i tink it is rather dumb of me to say tt! i will not give up so easily, i will apperciate life... i am here on earth for a reason, the only way to find out is to live my life, till i find it, if not i will never noe wad is my purpose... but sometime i cnt help it, i am at a lost, i m in the middle of the road, dunno whether to turn left or right, front or back, if i were to take the wrong path, wad will happen? i dunno, i currently have two points of views, or maybe, i dun even have a purpose, maybe i m just there to be a display on a shelf...
 i am really tring to listen to tmy parents, and really trying not to disobey them, but their rules are getting more n more. baning me from this n that. n confiscating my phone is a live n death matter loh! i dunno lah.wonder if i can survive through my holidays.sometimes i look at the sky n ask, wad is the purpose for me being down here when i can be up there, probaly up there, free from troubles, free from worries, free from humilation... but it is the troubles,worries n humilation that make me stronger emotionally each time i get back on my feet. but the problem is, i get on my feet super slowly, i m afraid that i might just give up soon... i have been saying tt i give up, saying that i hate life, but i tink it is rather dumb of me to say tt! i will not give up so easily, i will apperciate life... i am here on earth for a reason, the only way to find out is to live my life, till i find it, if not i will never noe wad is my purpose... but sometime i cnt help it, i am at a lost, i m in the middle of the road, dunno whether to turn left or right, front or back, if i were to take the wrong path, wad will happen? i dunno, i currently have two points of views, or maybe, i dun even have a purpose, maybe i m just there to be a display on a shelf...
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