EUNICE♥
eunice
21031995
black psp
skinny jeans
Saturday, June 27, 2009
THERE IS SOMETHINGS MISSING IN MY LIFE! infact 2 things! which i definely thing it is one of the most important things we must have in our life, ok maybe just my! i m seriously lacking in discipline and independence! i really need alot of perserverance to get things done! i m tempted to do other things at the sametime! tt means i did not put in my best effort in tt particular thing that i do! i can be useing the com n doin tuition work at the same time! tell me how to comcentrate? n i will definately spent more time on the com instead of getting my stuuf done in a faster time! which means i dun have time for everything tt i wanna do! n if u realised! i m usually late! haizzz! i need to change my bad habit away! wad is the point of doin smt tt is slopply done? doesn't make sense ba! okok! i m damn angry with myself!!! n i need to be more patient! just got to wait! but the big problem i tt is got sardine pack planning! activities over activities! tt is definately not the way i want to live life! i need to cut down on my outings by alot! n at this rate tt i m doin or even planing my activities i m so gg to fail my up comming exams, not by alittle but alot! on the first n sendond week of sku, i m so damn pack liao! ok! i really need to cutcutcut down!!! the next factor tt is missing in my life is independence! i m taking too much advantage of having a domestic helper at home! i take things for granted! everything oso call her to do! lunch n dinner during the hols are all cooked by her! i did not help much in the kitchen, tt is becoz i m usually out not home! i am suppose to cook dinner every mon,wed and fri! but... haizzz! i m suppose to wash n iron n fold my clothes myself, buy i did not do tt during the hols too! but the time i wanted to do all these, it is already in my cupboard waiting for me to wear! although i still pack my own room n bed everyday, i tink it is not enough, tt to is a must! its my own room, o ought to up keep it! my mum tell me to leave it all to her, n i cnt believe it take those words! i m not handdicap! i can to it myself, unless i m a vegetable, i got nth to say, but i m not, i got legs n hand n a properly functioning body tt God gave me! i better use it! no more slacking life for me! n i m gg to cut down my activities. i need to play a part in my family, spent more time with my meimei! tok n communicate more with my parents! n be a loyal friend to my friends! i got lots to improve! manymany! i need time! hahas! i really thing that time is moving very fast i m cnt affort to waste any more! i need to love those around me, i need to really apperciate them! i need to spent more time with my grandparents, make them happy. serve those around me! n manymanymany more! i tink i cnt even list them all! i m indeed a bad girl who need lots n lots improvement to be a better person! today, i felt tt i got many areas to improve on, i m upset with my character!